Suddenly feel want to update!

Well I confused im sad, lonely or happy after what I had go through. Can I find someone really sincere love me one fine day. Im not perfect cooker, but the truth i love to cook even my right shoulder hand  pain after did those sterling those food. Im confused why when i taste those that i cooked i felt like salty than my throat sharp pain, but when i ask my girl is it nice she said nice. Than if i cook something spicy i surely accidentally pour in too much of sugar so that the spicy decrease.

 Another reason sometime I scared to cook the food not nice than money felt wasted too better i pay for nice food for my love one they felt full. Ok stop about cooking stuff,now talk abt weakness my digestion very slow so i need to use fleet for make it fast movement. That time im so happy after fleet enema really save my life. Because i try ate fruit n fibre food still the same too. My last weakness dirt,sunnyday n outdoor giddy sickness too. If you all became what your feeling will be stress or not keke. Because these one cannot than that one cannot how. Sincerely I felt like pressure and useless, it took time for me to adapt with it. 

Now I always thinking when im old whom going to pump fleet for me if i still never remarried, as for now i only think my girl will be the one will help me. She still learning about it. 

Well for now i just hope my condition will get well slowly and stay strong always by fight my own spirit by myself. 

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