Anyone miss me?

 Hi everyone who still want to read my story, give me sometime to share what had happened since mid Jan to July👌. During Mid January as normal our every year Chinese New Year Ohana staycation. This time we checked in Trove JB, access all easy for book grab to go whichever place we want. 

Our itinerary my god brother will plan it for shopping, explore foodie and massage their body. One of the day sure I will stay in hotel alone and bedrest due of my cramp and headache. So the tv sound accompany me and my hp plus wifi or data for me to distract my boring mode and pain too. 

End January Story:Reunion Mirc

Hi bro Kriz, i not sure u all heard of mirc room Sungai. Actually I know him from another room RadioMelayu gitu. We last mins meet up for awhile only. Anyway nevermind I will just add in after meet him a few week or a month later he bring me to meet the rest of the clanz. Later I will find those pics keke. Our next gathering with big family will be this 12 August my plan will bring my mum too because she my nurse and someone I will feel secured.

Feb Story: This year special for me.

I present myself with bought my fav Newboyz concert tickets at KL and also for this birthday trip and for my girl shopping too. As usual sure one of the day I will bedrest again before going back SG. As for the concert happened 10 Feb, while my birthday 11 feb I went to meet my msia sister for awhile that my first time meet tiktok friend. We chat2 at starbuck until midnight and continue again we gosip2 at hotel lobby. 

March and April Story: 

My condition became worst susah datang, every night I have to distract my globus sensation feeling and tight chest pain feeling. Every night scared to sleep due of scared to close eyes and die. Sometime I ate my anxiety/depress medicine, but once I consume it i became another person you know those drug addict feeling when they cannot get their bla2 will feel cold and anger right. It just mine no anger only feel high, cold and thirsty keep want to like bite my lips. So i only consume it if my bodypain and mental cannot take it already. 

March period focus on my small selling business essential item, until i open TT just for it.

April Story: 

Hm busy with my medical check up, busy with fasting month job new duty. We went to Jb for our Raya shopping this year all complete for me n my girl. We loved to go JB because of angsana every year ramadan food🤣. 

Here our Raya 2023 pics: 

Alhamdulillah I still close with my ex family that lil boy replaced his uncle badd. He made us happy again🤗. The center raya pics that’s my Ohana the one that will send me to grave one day. 

May Story: 

Again my condition down have to go IBS test, Gerd test. All this will be for July coming already. Doctor gave me fybergel n forlax but it seem never works for my constipation too. So i only eat another small pic medicine that what made me fart easily at least my bloated cool down little bit. Oh ya forgot we did chalet bonding during Mother day and my elder brother birthday period. Well I loved the bbq food part, but i cannot help much because easily cramp if stand and sit too long so in the end back to chalet room at level 2. We loved the wild2 wet bonding even with the ☀️ day no choice if rain our tickets will be wasted. 

June Story: 

My fav Mr T came SG for expo event. This period my work attendance not good already, so i msg my boss have something to talk things out. So the next day she called me so we shoulder to cry I even talk about get rental house for myself and girl she said i make the right decision if once my girl start to work already full time very hard already. Im blessed to have my boss understand me. Without her and Allah willing i won’t be here for 9 years with my current job Alhamdulillah. During this month i more up and down visit polyclinic for blood test and referral to any hospital that can get fast appointment. 

July Story: 

Recently I easily felt pain on my center area and all the breast area so I decide already to do Mammograms and yes I done it already so now waiting for result. First experienced as normal my pain level not high so definitely I shout 2 time keke. No 3 n 4 I cool down by breathing and close eyes for bare it. Imagine that thing need to pressure down it 🤣. Oh ya I forgot to add my beloved aunt back to Allah after all her pain journey suddenly happened just like that. So to whoever out there please eat healthy food, drink and exercise too. Every year or 6 month those have pain eyes or pain foot and leg please go check up. 

My foot leg “KO” already the arch going to be flat. My eyes no need to say degree too high until I cannot add in already wait headache.About the eye if u feel blur already or headache pls go check up it never ever force urself keep said you will be fine 👌. Before I end my story, If those ask me what happened to me just remember this gerd and anxiety they feed each other and I have to live with it not easy but have too. As for my mental issue i also need to live with it, but those want to be my friend i will became selective person already those i scared or feel sensitive i will avoid it of course I sad, but no choice i don’t want to hurt anyone so i just hurt myself and be lonely so called play safe. 

 The End..