So long never update..

 Hi you all how are you, Im here just to update some of my life story. Well this month is my fav month because my birthday month. So how my 39th birthday, well for this time I ask birthday present expensive and that worth for it even I have the feeling guilty because due of my shortage financial I cannot get good sandals or shoe so I thought of idea well since Ohana going share money with that budget I ask for 2 thing in the end🤗. 

Well I also want to share my fav sister and she also my Stokist for inai republic she gave me advance present and that present I also love it because Mac brand👍. Thank you sis 🌹.

Let’s short cut my stories, on Saturday my ex sil and family came to celebrate with us. Yes im so happy they still never stop celebrate with me it just my ex mil, ex sil and ex bro in law cannot come due of covid and personal thing well is ok they always in my heart. They came I make them easy they just need to buy cake flavour let it be surprised. So they got caramel chocolate cake nice, but again I only can eat one slice only due of my throat. 

After all done they watched back the korean zombies series again. While me bonding my 🍎aka fiy, tiktok filter funny video. All I saved it as private only🤣. 

Enough about my birthday update. Here I update about work. My work back to normal and I happy my c21a and b all done. Just need to box it up and boss call the recycle man. So now I start scan and sorting Jan 2022 yes a bit late already because everything I did alone so I really need to adjust all my time. Well nevermind I know can do it by end Sept again as long before stocktake coming again. 

Now talk about my health well still the same it just alot thing change my fleet mode sometime not only attack on Friday it can anytime attack that’s why i start restock alot already due of sometime need to use 2 bottle sometime just need 1 will do. As for anxiety panic attack appointment is coming april. 

 I will update my doc my panic will attack time sleeping time, dark shadow, thunder, loud sound and bad news. Sometime if people scold me also i can feel it, but only different the panic it’s like by scold the person will anger but the handfeet cold crying feeling still there.

Now let’s talk about covid, everyone is trying to avoid it but again this time really cannot we just need to be prepare with it. I also sometime visualise if i kena how, will it feel like my asthma attack mode or more than that. Will my panic attack also will attack me too than how. 

I only can pray pls not now, I have so many thing to do and handle. But again my ex sil and mil kena already than now my dad too. I only want to wish them get well soon, we will reunited again.

The end..