Hi, I’m back my anxiety and depress of lonely fear still on and off. I want to fight my fear but still cannot. I also thought of go for traditional cure, but the $ and the process I scared make me drop to the worst, unless there someone confident can support me with financial while I going for that kind of place and understand my fear. I also scared after go that kind of place I will be more get fear too and i cannot go work already.
Who going to support my girl. Enough of my parents have being helping me all this while my heart so pain already even Im blessed with it. By right as child we the one have to support them when we big haiz.
This year really suck for me due of covid and my condition I no chance to treat my mum again or even give $ small two digit only I damn sad you know.
Last month I have to go tru my piles condition and now this month I have to go tru uti on and off. I have no idea how strong I am to go tru all this. Normally at night will be the most fear and tiredness I have to go tru. Today I decide to go polyclinic for medicine and get refer KK for gyne to check my inner body women area hope everything will be fine again.
Now story about happy news, I not sure you all know this M’sia singer or actor after 17 years in that entertainment at last Anding Indrawani archived his hardwork trophy as new harapan actor in one of film award. As usual I tears of happiness the hands of course itchy to call him or msg him but as usual Im someone very scared and think better don’t let all his family and his kl frens wish him first. Alhamdulillah, all my wish what to see for him he got it. After this more good thing will come to him too.
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