Fatigue

Oh know i really don’t know how to start my story, please adjust yourself I sure have mix English and Malay in this blog. On Tuesday I actually wake up early morning for going toilet, after all done I back to my room and my head and body keep want to say on that day Saturday i keep see my own hp calender and even my period cycle calender 12 Nov still put Tuesday and again my own self feel not satisfied i go and download another period cycle apps again I saw 12 Nov Tuesday. Here the touching part my anxiety attack come in slowly the anger and sharp pain control me while me keep trying cool down myself with our religion surah whichever I know than I keep try to think back all the previous day happening and keep the power of will and keep said to my body hello it’s Tuesday lets get ready to go work.

Before I went to work I ate some food and drag myself even my body going to shutdown the feeling only I can felt it. But on that day all the job I did like no feeling it like just auto and around 4 plus cramp attack me so this part I know already ready to take cab and go home. Sekali sangat kebetulan baini sound me lets share cab together ok fine 6pm sharp I tap thumb print and go home.

Here my another story, yesterday my body and mindset really cannot take it already again the power of will I drag myself go work and yes all done, but not easy to fight it every time i doing scanning i will feed myself with something it just like give me a reward everytime after scanning yes that food reward actually i force myself to eat. Around 5 plus I received bad news msg my stokis our from the group and the rest of team also kena. Here the sad part memory came back that feeling same as what i kena at A company, because of one person the rest kena I feel like this matter can be talk not by this way adui kita semua pun ade maruah seh. Ok lah i stop at here until tomorrow I see what next going to happen will they kick me out for now i just silent only. Oh forgot to update Im happy today i start Oct sorting box already they said i did fast, but why i still feel not fast keke.

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