Dini 13th Birthday

Aiyoh nowdays my brain really down only keep too much thinking about my work thing and everyday will keep countdown for my fav bands concert BSB in SG and HNN09 yeah going to finish soon. Well anyway I still do small celebration with Ohana, this year we just cut cake and gave present  to her. Alhamdulillah this year I can afford to buy flexipiano for my daughter, she never show her expression at all but I know she love it because she being practice with it. Well I cannot wait to hear all her magic hand to hear beautiful music.

For this month due of feel down my sales also down until i feel to give up haha. But again sometime I gila change mood the next i still active promote all the products. No idea is is habit already or i really lookin for sales. What i can say hopefully i will just maintain like these even no sales. This month i feel irrate with my right side hand skin the itchy like became worst. Again feel down stress no more flawless already will there someone still want me because I no confident already haiz. Im still looking  for power of love to make me come back again yes u may think I nonsense why must have someone really love u than all will be right track.

Well even myself being asking and fighting myself why im someone like that again i still no answer about sometime I even hate myself so how I continue my life  again bepatience fighting my ownself everyday follow the flow whatever Allah plan for me. Make myself happy go concert or events. Busy myself sell product whenever have customer order than i smiles and happy again.

Now let’s talk about ex, I still angry sad why he ignore his daughter so hard to believe he never miss his own daughter right. Guess what 4 years my heart still soft and hope he will find his daughter one day. I only scared next year my heart will close forever about thinking of co-parenting I will take action he need to all balance in 3 month 1k plus up to him how he find it than I gonna fight for sole custody dini big enough already she can choose it.