Hi to whoever get to read my own story, well i just want to say i sad because all my plan to get course cannot happen due of tight schedule and as usual my body condition too. Work stress still can cope because i start scan march close case file so I believe can do it on time. Hope next week fasting month i can at least work 2 days full shift and the rest afternoon, the truth I cannot take it already everyday work the wholebody pain at night only can cry until sleep. I have to go tru body ache pain and even uti suddenly still can bare it only easily feel tired and giddy maybe due of walk and in and out toilet.
So this month cranberries my bestfriend’s and cold plain water due of every time drink any sour thing my throat pain i need to really take care about scared cough than my asthma attack. Well i have no idea when my work partner will come back again before my body might shutdown suddenly again. For now i just consider a good bless for my Raya financial have little bit extra. Again Raya coming i will be sad because those who will get sampul only few kids only i will feel shame when this kind of occasion come i no choice as single mum i cannot say much about because need to support my ownself and my princess.
Lets cut short what my aim in dunia life:
💙Find someone really can take care me accept who I am.
💙Get cert that i might like it, if bad result than i will put a stop.
💙Cert Diploma leadership,Cert Facebook Marketing and Some Digital course.
💙Baking and Cert Hygienic a must too.
💙Learn Iqra,Quran and basic agama.
💙Dream Own House.
💙Merathon run with my dini or my khai as beginner.
💙Go hiking, go diving like snorkeling beginner.
All these always in my heart and brain, i still don’t know when the courage will come and when there will be no last mins changes after what had plan. Pray for me that i will stay strong and do all these.
The End..
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