Hi again everyone, this month busy day for me because my jobs duty need to be done by December. Well not easy for me as data entry, sorting and scanning lady. First this year my condition really at worst check up and unpaid whenever my body cannot bare the pain to go work. As per normal with this kind of situation my overthinking will be overwhelming scared to get warning letter because i know myself if i also became the boss also will headache with this kind of worker right.
Anyway this month my miracle girl 17th birthday sorry Sayang I still cannot get any present for you as usual I only can dedicate song for u, so ur present wait December or January when the so call appraisal rezeki come in than will give u something that u want or need on that month.
This month my insomnia, chronic constipation make me hard to sleep due of my back body pain and chest area pain no matter how I try to get good position to sleep in the end I will still awake. Well I just hope this coming November my condition will cool down little bit.
Well actually this year I accidentally like someone and also accidentally ever tell him what’s my feeling. last time i'm someone hard to tell anyone or even tell the person that I have a crush/like on the person because I hate rejection 🤣 same goes to if I accidentally make someone to like me in silent too. Due of that I also became scared to make friend with guy.
Oh2 what’s is happening to me is it because of my age and lonely🤦🏽♀️ well the person reply neither yes or no only by saying if fate then it will be and if not than nothing will happen something like that. So now what next for me i can still make new guy friend or cannot at all or just wait for the person real answer until he find someone special than I move on oh no I hate this so call overthinking guilty feeling.
Anyway even if one day I might have a chance to be with someone that can sparkle my heart again i will still the boring gf/wife for that person just hope that person can accept me who I am.
The End..
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