Before the day come of course my tummy feel butterfly nervous and insecure feeling all have in my mind. My bodyskin will not flawless already and will scare forever doesn’t matter small or big still it will be there forever.
Well as usual I always someone love to use follow the flow in my life because I don’t like to put any hope already. Whatever come in I just have to accept it and adapt with. Follow the flow feeling is actually just for me feel secure please myself only.
Let’s start how the journey, 8.15am I have to admissions myself in hospital Ng Teng Fong. My surgery start late so I can still play my handphone game or just listen music. 9.30 the bed for surgery came in so I have to shift myself to another bed, before went in Operation room they have to take bloodtest again to lap. While doing that they start to insert needle for make sleep few hrs for the keyhole surgery.
What I dislike about before everything start every few mins sure kena repeat my ic number n name and other some interview how I wish can just record and play back for them keke. Lucky my patience level high if not sure angry n irrate myself keke. Even after operation again have to repeat it.
After few hrs out from surgery all the pain start again even plus every mins vomiting nonstop. As usual felt like want to die already haha. But again actually No it just the feeling plus my anxiety and attack tu all my face n leg numbness. This part only for those experienced it than will understand if not its alright. But again if u ask me better avoid to experience it because it damn scary.
At night fever attack well that’s normal, my vomit gone after I got the medicine. To get prove for that medicine so long u know because my doc bz surgery other patient.
Second day no fever and vomit plus my opt all doc said it fine so I got to discharge. Well the best part I still cannot walk properly so I need wheelchair by right can discharge at 10.30 but it dragged until after lunch hour just for one wheelchair keke.
I cut short my story, I only start to walk yesterday and today wow damn pain. Even just now go check up walk slowly the pain like want to poop, buy actually nope. Sleeping the truth only can lay down straight but sometime i easily side way body adjust without realised so when I wakeup of course suffer the pain. Alot thing I have to adjust myself slowly it will be back to normal again. I got HL for 2 weeks, this part I will see how it goes if my body can take it yes I will back to work but if my body cannot take it i will add my unpaid leave until my body and mental feel strong again. After this I will blog about LGBT what I have learn about it tru real story and just series story. Yes i admit I addicted already but just for entertainment live journey and learn how to respect them too. Every one need LOVE to feel LIVE again but again LOVE is not everything.
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