Minor anxiety

Hi to anyone who read my blog, of course I don’t know who have read it. Today something happened while I’m doing my document sorting around 3 plus my eyes start to feel flashing the feeling very bright blurring and like have sharp shape turning of course I feel scared and panic attack I try to control it but can’t so I just think to go toilet and wash my face and my eyes inside my heart praying whatever doa I know, but again still not ok.

 So I went inside the cubical toilet, I start to shivering and hard to believe my lung or heart area like felt not easy that’s where I start to crying mode as much as I could and that moment how i wish someone to hug me because my body and mind felt like want to close my eyes only. Actually even until now the way I breath in also felt like something missing, I just distract myself by update this blog and watched YouTube later.

My question why I have all this feeling is it because of too much manual detox, yes I'm someone that have chronic constipation no matter how much I drunk water it will still never process. Not only that I will felt easily full and bloated and that’s why easily fatigue mode. Continue again my story right now i feel very weak tired of two thing tired of detox my both bowel problem. For now I just hope tomorrow onward i will be fine again.

Yes I'm stressed with all these but as usual have to accept it no matter what.
What i need now to find real love not false love.

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