Back to Work..

Hi again to whoever read my broken english and malay blog. Im here just want to let it go whatever in my mind, first i will talk about my job so far so good i just keep doing sorting and scanning for May close case file hope by next week I will start June closed case file. Well what’s the negative part will be sometime my leg cramp than and my hand too suddenly. Everyday before sleep must do some basic exercise. Hopefully nothing serious will be happen, I only can drink HL milk only other than that I sure yucky vomit what to do.

Now topic about my past story, I know people always thought im addicted to my hp since before divorce, but actually the truth nope. Actually last time I more addicted to my laptop I always love to edit my blogskin every 3 month hehe. But normally I will only do after done my housework thing. I start to addict with it because no one give me love touch with me even my lil princess hehe. She love to play by herself and imagine talk with herself means she still want me to see cannot touch haha. Than she prefer with her daddy only due of with daddy all Yes while me always have No.

While ex husband he more to hp and PlayStation's actually I don’t mind if play for awhile, but not the whole day. During those time i also no friend’s that much due of they have their own thing so during that time I never ever think of “me time” at all. So my friend’s all those at home. Washing machine, laptop, TV, cooker, dryer and wall keke. Cooking not that much just follow by what i got from ex $50 to $250 not easy to squeeze everything that’s why my eating habit alot of changes i more focus for them than myself. My weakness will be those sickness it just want to happen more after give birth.

Well at here i just want to give tips don’t put so much hope and trust what “husband” they doing all this while.Oh yes you did saw “husband”  do some paperwork about house accounting. We as wife still need to sneakily check what bill they paid or never paid at all or even they go work or not. Because of all this I miss and made mistake and that’s why all the interest and debt came in. If people ask me why I never work and help, actually I tried, but still the same at the end of the day i being fired or warning letter due of MC Queen.

Now lets talk about addicted to hp why, because I lonely and insist don’t want to find any new guy friend. Nevermind if addicted to hp and internet I save my ezylink and money. Handphone just to waste my time and selling thing, because I stil love to do my passion thing and just by lie down with handphone I will never have any cramp at all I feel freedom, but actually my body still feel tired sometime. Anyway I still hope and pray next year I will have someone special with me whoever it will be I just wait and see.  Allah said only good person with good person right.

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