Ohana Raya Shopping and Ramadhan bonding.

Good morning, I'm here just to say about last weekend story. On Friday we went to JB by KTM 12.50pm departure time. While waiting for KTM, I actually having stomach cramp bloated attack already I really never expected it going to happen again as normal I really cannot predict when it will attacked on me.

So while waiting to departure the pain level goes up until 8/10 already and I still breath in and out. Once reached Jb we still need to walk for check in our Hotel Amari the walk distant make more pain for me. Thought of rest, but cannot we need to find raya clothes and etc, so we went there by grab. My pain level 9/10 already journey still continue. After all done we went back to hotel put our things have a good rest before went for our breakfast. Yes I get to sleep for few hours so the pain back to level 5. Let’s cut my story, after breakfast, we need to go pasar karat than kota raya something like that to buy our Raya cookies we always bought at there as regular customer.

Here my story what happened while on journey walking long distant to pasar karat. After breakfast my level pain start to attack slowly until one of the part nearly to reach the level pain go up until cannot take it already I felt like want to faint already shivering already i still act normal never complain in my heart crying and praying already I told Allah don’t want to make anyone became my burden what I mean tak nak susah kan orang. Well lucky Hamzah go to Mama Shop to get his hair henna and I saw small staircase so I got to sit for awhile.

After awhile our journey kept continue again to Kota Raya, my pain level over level 10 already still force myself to walk. Once reached the Cookies Raya Shop again I saw a chair for me to sit. I sat there for at least 1hr maybe while waiting for them to choose what to buy. Again my pain level still high it just when I get to sit and rest can at least give me some space for me to feel freedom from force for awhile. After all the shopping done, I really thought they might take taxi back to Hotel and it seem no the walking journey continue again. So this time I give up already if my nyawa really going to take on the day itself aku redha, because the pain damn strong felt like my body part all want to break already even my emotional cannot control already.

Well at the end of the day Alhamdulillah I reached hotel and safely, but I never sleep until nearly to Sahur due of doing my fleet enema process not that easy sometime smooth sometime not at all. As usual just crying in toilet and pray in heart to let this pain go away please.

The End..