Before the new year coming..

Hi everyone im back again, just want to share my small mistake while at KL. Our holiday everything were fun and fine. My small brother shopping mode, because his birthday month so it really worth it for him. 

As for me i just ready to buy clothes and pants for dini at h&m. I only have rm700 actually not enough,but lucky have my mum to help me when i need it.

These time our trip never get to meet my fav actor someone special, because he not feeling well so we just have to accept the fact. Well this trip our food craving all done. We love our apartment near monorail bukit nanas. 

Now im story about my small mistake, we check out morning to bukit bintang for breakfast plus lunch. My mistake all the way i thought my bus will be with starmart so im confident to be there what time and just wait for the coach bus. While waiting for the bus number than i just realised we went to wrong company coach bus so i and dini run to the other place for the bus the time still have 15mins early but i still wonder why i cannot find the counter place and even saw any bus arrived so my panic mode attack me i just cannot think much i straight away ask dini to call hamzah urgent we need help. 

Lucky dini got the wifi sim card in msia. The reason i need them, because on that day i really left zero RM. In my heart i just keep pray that someone will help me and everything will be smooth on that day as long we get back SG. Yes of course being scold by my bro, but again i not purposely to make all these thing happened. 

Moral of the story must doublecheck all the bus coach company,must have msia simcard too and xtra emergency RM money. Normally i do have spare urgent money but only these my first time i really don't have it. 

The reason all this while i took starmart but i really forget that go back time not with them due of full book. 

2017 year i guess more depressed, but i keep it because i still can control it. Anytime i feel want to cry than i cry, anytime my heart feel pain and ask to end my life i also fighting it. Because when u depressed and in pain everything uncontrolable, but lucky im still alive and can still happy with my Ohana. 

My ex husband still not satisfied with me always give me heart pain, trauma and etc. I have no idea when he will stop all his EGO in his life. I don't care he and his wife want to hate me, but pls don't put all the hate at our own child. They think they made me suffer, but the truth they make a child feel sad and suffer.