Sunday, March 12, 2017

Im tired!

Oh..oh Mr ex husband came back from mia. Well everyone welcome him back but we surprised he came back with agenda of threatening me again. The last 2014 and 2015 trauma threatened still in my heart and the scar haven't heal too now another story came back. 

He block my IG and my daughter IG well I don't care about it. But he suddenly post a printscreen pic by asking everyone include me to delete all the old past pics and video if not he will stop my daughter maintainance. As from what i know even so hard to delete it because those the best memories i had for 8 yrs even with so many rollercoaster that we had went tru. So my small bro hamzah delete for me whatever pics that i had with him. 

Well i really thought all will be fine after delete those thing. But too bad he started to threaten my another god sis ig too. I felt so damn hurt with all these actually until i drop and cried loudly in my bedroom while my small bro trying his best to console me. Once i start cry so hard to stop and control it. 😞

I really don't know what my next step to do after these. I will give him until Monday to transfer maintainance for my daughter. I just want him to stop disturb my life that's all. 
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Let's continue it again after he transfer maintainance money, i just realised Mr EX still write a note on his IG about why i still close with his side and even dare to say me and his family have the feeling plan to break his new marriage life oh please. If i want to do all these might as well during that time while he with his ex Teha i will go stop all his nonsense, but again i never because i scared of him and i know who he was once decide no 1 can stop him or brainwash his mind again. So that's why i prefer to be silent and suffer first. 

For now i just want to take a break and restart all my energy again to be more hardworking mama for my princess i will do my best just for her and my parent's too. May i will stay strong until i close my eyes even i know my healthy still up down. 
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